Thursday 30 July 2009

Special


I've always thought that this present was special in it's own special way, because it came from the three of them. Yan and Adli took a while choosing and thinking before Haris does the final call of giving a signal between this one and it's friends. He shrieked at this one, and assured mum and dad that this is for me :) That's why it's special. Haris making the last call! I love this lil cutie pie. Such an adorable darling he is. Surely a potential professional heartbreaker in the making!
I've always known that I don't deserve anything as exclusive as this for I have done nothing to them to deserve this.

Now, as I wear it, it'll always remind me of those good moments that are now just memories in my head and not a daily routine any longer and it was difficult getting used to it. From THE DAY I flew out of London, till today. It still isn't something I have managed to get used to fully. I still think I'm going back after my summer break and we still talk every other day. Haris' face still so clear in my mind.

That very last day of walking out of flat 8 will always stay in my head quite clearly. The difficulty of walking out. The extra minute I kept giving myself to lie down on the bed doing nothing and just watch Haris sleep and catching up with Mummy Yan. That last day...

For now, I really miss babysitting you, Haris and being bossed around by you and your lil laughs when I act silly. I miss the rather heavy weight that made me happy! and just being silly, baby talking, card flashing and being vomitted at :) I miss you Awangku Nik Haris.

Monday 27 July 2009

True Love

A love that one can witness when suddenly a fight between your brother and that guy who dribbled the ball and taunted me during a football game just because I scored a beautiful goal, and I am a girl and he is a guy. Oh for God's sake. Grow up and be a man you! I wasn't testing your ego when I was assigned to be the shooter of my team. That's part of my job description sore loser.

My cousin, a few friends (close, far, never met before) and I had a round of friendly mix futsal last night. Not fully recovered from a suspected H1N1 case earlier this week upon arrival from London (Alhamdulillah, it's not and I'm recovering), daddy told me not to run too much as I was still weak, so off I became the shooter of my team as it didn't really require much running and I was only required to have good ball sense, some shooting skill and quick reaction.

I received the ball from Haqim. Got my bearing. Kicked. FIRST goal.
Then SECOND.
THIRD.

After that, The goalkeeper from the opponent team and another teammate of his weren't the happiest boys JUST BECAUSE I'M A GIRL, so they decided to play tricks with me with the ball. Immediately they forgot about teamplay all because they wanted to taunt me and tease me. They dribbled and twice, one would kick the ball towards me and the other would jump just right in front of me, giving himself enough room and time to head the ball away from me and not giving me any opening to get the ball. Hish! Rimas!

Well, not having the energy to run to begin with, I decided to just let them be and have fun by themselves. Even if it means annoying and bullying me makes them a tad happier. haha! Org macam ni malas la nak layan. EGO with a BIG E :D Psychos

Not realizing that most on the field actually witnessed the whole situation, the next thing that happened was abang putting some sense into him for not being a gentleman when playing with girls. haha! Padan muke. Abang has actually had enough of seeing them pushing me around and me not doing anything. hehe... An abang's love for the adik it is, true love :):)

Oh well, gangsters like them are best left to play football alone. No etiquettes nor are they good at playing with a girls' presence. Oh no sorry, actually maybe they just don't have good ball sense or professional sportsman attitude. Yeah I think that's it. Sour grape sore losers!

Wednesday 8 July 2009

PETRONAS

At one point when I opened my eyes this morning, a BLUE monster came jumping on the bed in between Aisyah and I. Oh Aimee.
As it is, we watch "He's just not that into you" before we fell asleep at 4 in the morning cause Aisyah has never watched it
Then, she was so hungry that she was so impatient waiting for me to prepare her soto that she kept fliping the ketupat that I was boiling, spilling water around. Oh Aimee.
Best part is, whilst waiting, she made me sing this!! How patriotic! Oh Aimee...

PETRONAS MAJU JAYA
KEMEGAHAN NEGARA KITA
SEMERBAK NAMA SELURUH DUNIA
PETRONAS MAJU JAYA

CITA RAKYAT KAMI PEGANG TEGUH
AMANAH NEGARA DIPATUH
KAMI USAHA SETULUS HATI
CEKAL TABAH IKRAR KAMI

KAMI BERJUANG BERGANDING BAHU
ERAT MUAFAKAT BERSATU PADU
MOHON RESTU ALLAH YANG ESA
MALAYSIA MAKMUR SEJAHTERA

PETRONAS MAJU JAYA
KEMEGAHAN NEGARA KITA
SEMERBAK NAMA SELURUH DUNIA
PETRONAS MAJU JAYA!!!

Yes, go PETRONAS! First Amar, trying to brainwash me when I was back during easter, now this one that Aimee's doing is just drastic! Till I report back, I shall be singing this. haha!